For the true angel!

Lately the things are so hard.
One moment alone is enough to think about life.
The pain is so strong
I can't accept the fact you're gone forever
I knew that lose you would hurt
But I never imagined that would hurt this way
I can't live without you
And you're the only thing has been in my mind lately
Suddenly I see my world without you
And sometimes I feel myself without air
Everything because you're not here
Now the Sunday never be the same
We never will stay talking about the life together again.
Is so sad think that I never will hold your hand again
But I always will remember everything you means to me.
I'm so thankful for each moment by your side.
But now the life need continue.
The only thing that I can do is promise you:
I'll always remember you!

A little bit about you

Today in the morning while I’m lying in my bed
I’m thinking about many things
Thinking about my feelings
Things about me
And I perceive that I’m tripping in my own words
So I guess that is better let the silence speak for me
Sometimes in life is better hear the silence
He have the best answer to us.
I feel deep inside one thing that I never feel before.
And I want you here each day more
The seconds pass and I just can think in you
Even with everything when you’re around I forget the world
I only see you, your face, and your smile
Boy, believe when I say
Everything is about you
And I never feel this way before
You’re not perfect
But you’re perfect to me
You’re the missing part of me
But I’ll try
Try let that things be how they must be
I won’t make the things more complicated.
So I’ll try don’t think in you
I’ll try not reminding you
Not dream with you
I’ll try keep you locked in my heart
Until the day that I have the answers for everything
Especially for what exist between us
I believe that time will put everything in your own place
And will make me understand everything
Including what you mean to me...

What you mean to me

Today my heart is so confused
He doesn't know how to feel
Sometimes I think someone made it so hard
My heart just wants love
My heart just wanna you
Everything in you is so perfectly
Your eyes, your smile
And when you hug me the whole world stops
When you hold me there is nobody but us
You made everything to have sense and the same time made everything stay out of control
If you knew about my feelings
I hide this love 'cuz I have fear of lose you
You're my best friend
The missed part of me
But you'd never imagine that
Every night I dream with you
And in my dream we have a happy ending
Some days I just want you close
I just need hear your voice
Oh! Boy you got a special way to make me feel fine
You're the only one who know how I feel
When i'm sad you make me laugh
And sparks fly when you look me in the eyes
Everytime I see you my heart races
And I feel butterflies
Now everything is so confused
The only thing i know is that
Everything that I think is about you
Maybe we can be happy
Maybe we can stay together
Who know someday I can call you of mine
I hope have courage to say how I like you
But more than this is the doubt if you like me
Maybe someday somehow all the doubts give place to certainties
Maybe one day we will laugh about all this
You have my heart and soul
'Cuz you're the first love, the true love, the pure love
And I just want have you by my side forever and ever
Guy you don't know but I dream with you every single day
'Cuz you're the missing piece of me
And I love the way how just you make me feel
It's funny the way how you entered in my life, but better than this is that I really love you!
I never imagine that this could happen with me, until you enter in my life just to show me that love is bigger than everything
You're amazing and is incredible how this happened
Maybe someday we can stay together... But bigger than everything is have you in my life
Near or far I need have you in my life
Yeah, I confess you is everything I dreamed
The perfect prince in a white horse!

Just another love poem

If every time I think about you a star fades away, soon the sky will not have his customary brilliance.
If every time I think about you a molecule of oxygen disappears, soon we'll all be without air
If every beat of my heart he calls your name.
If always, you're present, either in thought, in the absence or in the simple ringing of the clock.
You do this every time...
You took my heart, as if it were yours.
But I want to know if mine is your heart.
Among the many hidden words, among the many hidden truths gaping.
Among many uncertainties certain and the certainties uncertain...
I wish just for a ephemeral moment hold you here , have you here.
I don't want to be so dreamy
So fickle
And so in love
Maybe if I was a bit more realistic, down to earth.
I don't want to go down in history of "love me or love me not"
I want a real feeling that takes my breath away
I want that you realize, realize that my heart is yours.
I want that you realize that my heart beats for you
My soul call you
And you never answer.
I don't know what do, you seems never comprehend
I guess that my eyes tell you all my secrets, but they won't
So I just want that you know that I love you so.
But this words will be locked in my heart...

Avisinho

Olá galera... Bom peço desculpas pela ausência, é que agora estou com um outro blog...
Gostaria muito de vocês o acompanhassem também, aqui eu pretendo continuar postando escritos que estão mais para poemas meus em Ingles e no meu outro blog somente meus escritos em português.
Então dêem uma olhada lá...
www.segredosocultos.blog.com
Beijos

When I thought that everything was lost I found you again

Some times ago I thought that nothing more had a sense
And I thought that everything was lost forever
You was so far of me
And maybe so far of yourself too
I felt like something had changed and that change has not been good for us
Miles apart
You already not smile more
And this situation hurted me
The sadness stole my heart
You didn't call my name more
And for a moment I thought it would last forever
But I happily was wrong
Just one conversation
Was everything that we needed
I'm so glad to have you, but I never can told you
You always will be stuck in my heart
Your name always will stay writen in my soul
'Cuz between all angels you're mine
And I know the fellings that we have belongs to us alone
But I can't deny that you're the tipical hero of love story
My love story
You're all that I dream of
So I guess I'll keep dreaming

Just another poem

This don’t make sense, not anymore
And I’m lost in my own world
Nothing more have a meaning
I'm freaking out, I’m lock in my mind
Nobody can help me now
I don’t know what do or what choice.
Some people stupid around me
Many silly words I hear now
And I Hate this, I hate with all my heart
And you, well you aren’t here
To tell me that everything is gonna be alright
I hate the days without you
And my feelings inside of me seems a hurricane
You not be here
Today I don’t have your smile to put me up
And I don’t have you by my side
This day so cold, I need you
‘Cuz you make be easier grow
I never imagine to have somebody like you in my life
But I found an angel
And when I’m lost and contradicted just you can put me up
‘Cuz you’re the only,
You’re the only one that always will be in my heart
Just you makes easy what should be so hard
And I love it…

Dream

Today I wake up with one eyes in my mind
Your eyes, and I ask to my self if I will go meet they, and I really don't know the answer.
Lately everything turns around you, everything is about you and I, supposed, should hate it but I not hate.
I can't hate your eyes, your smile, your voice, I can hate nothing about you.
I dream with your arms around me, I dream with you saying those words that I always dream hear you say, those three words that can change the world, my world, our world...
But you're so far of me, in a place that I can't reach.
So I go sleep and if I have lucky I will dream with you and have you in the place that I suppose you have to be.
I know our love will never be more than a dream, my dream or in some nights my nightmare.
Everything that I wanna that you know is that I love you so. But this is something that you never will know, 'Cuz I never will have courage to say it and you never will can read my eyes.
So we will stay in this eternal game, where I will always wonder to myself if you love me, and if I have lucky you will wonder to yourself if I love you.
Maybe one day we finish this game and both win.
You win my love, and I will win you.
Please, read my eyes, they tell every day that I love you madly. You're the only that don't see this.

I love the way

I love the way how you always know the right words to say
I love the way how your words touch my heart so deeply
I love the way how you put me up when I'm down
Oh, how I love the way you smile
I stay completly fool when you arrive
I love your eyes, and the moments that I see that they are looking at me.
Oh darling, you don't have idea that you are my first thinking and the last too.
I just love everything you do honey
And everything, for more silly that they can seem is so magic to me
'Cuz you pulled off my mascara, and my smile elastic
You teached me be how I really am
Because of you my walls fell down, without resist
I love the way you let me confused
'Cuz when I with you the undiscovered is everything that I have
Sometimes I love take the risk, but sometimes I hate this feeling.
And with this I'm broken in two
Half of me adore you and the another part know that can't be
And just I know why I cry
I hold my blanket and hide my tears now
And now the world don't turn around you more
Is everything about me
And now not even your words can calm me, this is terrible
Every single tear have a meaning, have a pain,a decision hidden
Every sound that I hear, is so deep, is so depress, is as I
And now you can't hear me
You can't help me
Now I don't have your words, and I need inure myself with your absence.
I know I will lose you, even without want
I will lose you more than fast that I imagine
Yeah, I will lose you more than fast that I imagine and this is so sad
My smile now back to be elastic and empty
Now I smile to hide a tear, maybe a fear.
I smile to hide myself of me.
Now I don't know who I'm or what do.
I don't know what is the next step, but I still walk
I walk until you, I walk until my life, my dream, I walk until lose the direction, 'cuz I don't want back home now
I don't wanna go to my darkest room, I don't wanna back to my darkest life, my meaningless life.
I don't wanna fell the pressure closer now
I don't wanna make a choise.
I prefer lose myself between the things undiscovered, is easier.
And between everything that I don't know is you.
Oh, dear, I love the way how you is my first love, my only love, my fearless love, my platonic love...

Ultimamente

Ultimamente tem sido assim, passar os dias criando planos, resolvendo meu futuro, tentando decifrar o que vai ser, tentando tomar decisões só minhas, apenas minhas, sem deixar que outros ditem o que tenho que fazer.
Ultimamente tem sido assim, um sorriso tem pairado em minha mente, e eu tenho tentado seguir o meu caminho assim, só, como tem sido durante tantos anos...
Ultimamente tem sido assim, um sonho constante, uma doce fantasia, uma doce magia, e talvez uma doce paixão...
Ultimamente tem sido assim a minha vida tem seguido seu curso, meus sonhos tem procurado seu rumo e eu tenho tentado te encontrar.
Ultimamente eu tenho andado sem olhar para trás, tenho apenas olhado ao meu redor, e não importa o instante você sempre está lá, não sei se por mim ou se para mim.
Ultimamente eu tenho me questionado, coisas que nunca havia antes questionado, meu coração tem se perguntado se o que ele tem sentido é amor.
Ultimamente tem sido assim um filme sem final, uma história esperando para ser escrita.
É a minha vida pedindo para que eu a escreva, pedindo para que eu não dê a caneta para outras mãos.
Ultimamente a minha história tem pedido para que eu seja forte, para que eu não me deixe ser influenciada, esta é a minha vida afinal.
Ultimamente, por mais confuso que tudo possa estar, vejo-os tão claramente, todos os meus sonhos estão lá, exatamente aonde deveriam estar, apenas cabe a mim construir a ponte que me ligará até eles, porém o material a ser usado e o desenho dessa ponte eu que ditarei...
Ultimamente minha vida tem sido assim, tão futuro quanto presente, tão sonho quanto realidade, tão amor quanto saudade.
Ultimamente tudo tem sido assim, apenas eu, e posso dizer, eu tenho amado essa sensação...